Blog #3 by Lee Samuelson

The Pedo-Files
From abused to accused: The making of a monster
If you’ve chosen to follow my blogs, I commend you on deciding to wade into the cesspool of repugnant thoughts that once Polluted my diseased mind.
I will never profess to be cured, healed, of completely cleansed of my past sexual addictions that once consumed and controlled my every thought and action.
and I will never allow myself to believe that I had no control over my decisions and choices to hurt others because of what was done to me as a child. We all make conscious and intentional choices every day of our own volition… so No excuses will be made by me IN an attempt to justify my actions or deny my Full responsibility. My goal with these blogs is to make a small effort to give back even a fraction of what I took from those who were unfortunate enough to enter my dark world. Sadly, I took Far too many things that can Never be given back, and I shattered all too many lives that can never be Fixed.
Like I’ve stated before; if one child can be saved by the laying out of my skeletons, and Full dissection of my rotted brain, so that all the Feces can be seen by all and learned From, then so be it.
One point I can’t stress enough is that if there is any issue affecting your child, be it sexual abuse, emotional distress, physical pain within or from outside forces or mental disturbances, I promise you your child is telling you in some way.
We as adults must never be naive enough to believe a child is going to or is even capable of telling us what is going on in their little heads.
Almost every child that is suffering abuse will have been coerced, groomed, bribed, and even threatened Violently to Keep the evil being done to them a secret.
But that same child is screaming to tell someone, ANYONE, what is happening to them.
It can manifest itself through defiant behavior, depression, violent outbursts, anti-social and regressive psychologically driven deportment, or myriad other calls for rescue. We must learn to see those signals. Children, especially those of younger ages, are not mentally developed enough to be able to communicate such and confusing thoughts or feelings when it comes to the horrors of child abuse.
So instead of expecting children to let us know what is being done to them, we must learn how to hear them, ever when their Plea for help may be a silent one.
I will provide you the information, knowledge, Insite, and tools you Need to help you provide the safest possible childhood you can for the most Precious People in your life… Your children.
Again… the real experts ON ANY subject are those who survived the very Nightmares they write about. But regrettably I went ON to do exactly the same perverted and depraved acts I hated my Father For
We can make a change if we chose to act instead of believing else will deal with it.

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