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April 13, 2025 at 3:14 am #9609
Kris Marker
KeymasterTony Scott believes incarceration offers a unique opportunity for the mind to undergo a profound transformation. He started a brotherhood group to show others how to turn their lives around and thrive in prison.
For some, incarceration hardens the heart. For others, not many, it is also a unique opportunity for the mind to undergo a profound transformation. As I’ve sat in Collin County Jail, surrounded by men from all walks of life, I’ve realized that the choice is ours.
This is a story of finding purpose, discipline, and a higher self in the most unlikely of places.
The Foundation: Why Transitioning the Mind Matters
Transformation begins from within. By reshaping how we think, we change how we act, and that creates ripples far beyond our cells.
When I first walked into the unit, the walls didn’t just trap my body — they tried to trap my thinking. I could feel the weight of years, the hopelessness in the eyes of men who had given up before they ever got a chance to truly live. The system is designed to punish, not prepare you for life outside. If you’re not intentional, prison doesn’t just take your freedom—it takes your future.
But I refused to let it.
Finding Fire in a Cold Place
I started with books. Not just to pass the time, but to understand it. I read psychology, history, economics, spirituality — anything that helped me piece together the puzzle of who I was and what led me here. I didn’t want to be another statistic. I wanted clarity. I wanted growth. And deep down, I knew I wasn’t the only one.
That’s when I started the group. Not a gang, not a clique, but a circle of brothers committed to mental and spiritual evolution. We called it The Mind Transition Collective.
At first, it was just me and two others — Tariq, a former hustler who had the soul of a philosopher, and Big Dre, a lifer who read more books than anyone I’d ever met. We didn’t have a classroom, or any official support. Just a corner of the dayroom and a hunger to elevate.
Brotherhood in Action: Building a Community
In the heart of the prison yard, where most men walked alone or moved in survival mode, our brotherhood stood out. It wasn’t just a group — it was a movement, a living testament to the power of unity in a place built to divide us.
I remember when Marcus came around. A quiet brother who had done years in solitary. Trust didn’t come easy to him, but I saw his eyes scanning us while we held study sessions on the tier. Then came Rico, ex-gang member, shoulders always tense, watching everything. He saw us one day discussing Marcus Garvey and mental alchemy, and he walked over like he had something to prove.
“What y’all really on?” he asked, his voice half skeptical, half curious.
I didn’t give him a speech. I just said, “We’re on purpose. Because without purpose, you’re just waiting for the world to tell you who you are.”
That hit home. I could see it.
Then Jalen showed up — barely 21, still figuring out who he was. He heard about our group from his cellie and pulled up during a meditation session. He had never sat still that long in his life. But afterward, he said, “I ain’t never felt peace like that.”
That was our power: we made peace contagious.
Beyond the mental and spiritual, we formed a community of accountability. Each man had a partner — someone who checked in on him, encouraged him, and kept him honest. Together, we discussed books, shared ideas, and planned for life after release.
We didn’t just talk — we held each other accountable. If a man slipped, we lifted him. If he lied to himself, we called it out. That was the brotherhood: not perfection, but progress.
The Discipline of the Body: A Daily Workout Routine
Every morning at 5:00 a.m., I begin my day with a rigorous workout. Physical discipline isn’t just about building strength; it’s about building resilience. Here’s the routine I practice daily and encourage others to join:
- Warm-Up (10 minutes)
- Jumping Jacks: 3 minutes
- High Knees: 2 minutes
- Arm Circles: 2 minutes
- Dynamic Stretching: 3 minutes
- Strength Training (20 minutes)
- Push-Ups: 4 sets of 15 reps
- Bodyweight Squats: 4 sets of 20 reps
- Plank Holds: 3 sets, 45 seconds each
- Dips (using the bed frame): 3 sets of 12 reps
- Cardio (20 minutes)
- Burpees: 3 sets of 10 reps
- Prisoner Runs: 5 minutes
- Shadowboxing: 10 minutes
- Cool Down (10 minutes)
- Deep stretching
- Slow, deep breathing
Why It Matters:
Exercise teaches consistency, perseverance, and focus. Each rep and each drop of sweat is a reminder that transformation is a process, not an event. By pushing our physical limits, we quiet the negative chatter in our minds.
Mental Alchemy Behind the Walls
We taught each other how to shift thoughts like alchemists turn lead into gold. Instead of thinking, “I’m stuck,” we’d reframe it: “I’m being refined.” Instead of “I’m wasting away,” we’d say, “I’m preparing.” That kind of thinking made the days move differently.
Even during lockdowns, we found a way to keep our minds free. We passed books through slots, left affirmations on toilet paper, whispered meditations through vents. We didn’t need permission to grow.
The transformation wasn’t overnight. Some brothers fell off and came back. Others never did. But those who stayed? They started glowing differently. Speaking differently. Living differently.
The Soul’s Renewal: Guided Meditation and Chants
In the evenings, I lead a group meditation session in the common area. At first, it was difficult to convince some of the men to join. But now, it’s become one of the most anticipated parts of the day. Here’s how we structure it:
- Breathing Exercise (5 minutes)
We sit in a circle, grounded and upright.
- Inhale for 4 seconds
- Hold for 4 seconds
- Exhale for 6 seconds
- Visualization Meditation (10 minutes)
Imagine a door. Behind it lies your best self. Walk through it. See what that version of you looks like.
- Mantra Chanting (5 minutes)
Together, we chant:
- “I am not my past; I am my future.”
- “Strength in body, peace in mind, freedom in soul.”
- “We rise. We rebuild. We thrive.”
- Silent Reflection (10 minutes)
We sit in silence, allowing our thoughts to settle and our intentions to crystallize.
- The Speech: Awakening the Warrior Within
After meditation, I stand before the group. The energy is thick with hope and determination.
“Brothers, listen to me,” I begin. “We were brought here because of choices we made. Choices we can’t undo. But we’re not defined by those choices. Every single day, we have the power to make new ones.
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Out there, the world tells us we’re broken. But I say we’re warriors. A warrior doesn’t back down from battle. And this — this is our battlefield.
I tell them, “When you look in the mirror, see the king within you. See the man who can rise above his circumstances, who can lead his family, and who can inspire others. Today, we planted seeds of discipline and peace. Water them every day. Protect them from the weeds of negativity and doubt. The system might have caged our bodies, but it can’t cage our minds or our spirits. Remember: Freedom begins here — inside you. Now go. Rise. Rebuild. Thrive.”
Purpose is the New Currency
I told the group early on, “Y’all need a purpose. Because without it, this place becomes your graveyard, even if your heart’s still beating.”
Purpose became our currency. Some guys started writing letters to their children again. Others started journaling, teaching GED classes, or building business plans for life after release. Every man in our circle had to identify his purpose and work toward it, even behind bars.
Conclusion: A Movement, Not a Moment
When you transition your mind in prison, you don’t just serve time — you reclaim it. You turn punishment into preparation. That’s what we did.
Today, some of us are still locked up. Others have gone home. But the movement continues. What we built in that concrete box became the blueprint for the kind of men we were always meant to be.
This isn’t just about me or the men in Collin County Jail. It’s about a movement — showing the world that even in the darkest places, light can shine. Transformation isn’t easy. It requires discipline, faith, and an unrelenting belief in our potential. But it’s possible.
I’m sharing this not for praise, but for possibility. Because the truth is: incarceration can bury you — or it can birth you. And that choice starts in the mind.
Don’t let your circumstances define you. Define yourself.
Tony Scott
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